I am a human being and full of feelings, sometimes I have doubts and mistrust, sometimes I am afraid of failure and full of the feeling of being a victim, my work is half finished and sometimes it embraces my sense of emptiness and worthlessness and repetition. I do not know the right and wrong way of my life, I am constantly branching out and self-blame does not leave me, I want to destroy myself and my life, maybe I often like to control everyone.
I am an early believer, I have been betrayed a lot. I am afraid of losing my health, my future and my life. I feel that I have no control over my life.
I have a bad luck and constant lack of luck.